most wanted

my most wanted games in 2010:

1. final fantasy 13 (march)
2. god of war 3 (march)
3. dante's inferno (february)
4. white knight chronicles (february)

would include dragon age: origins since its cheaper than most new games(40 bucks instead of 69 bucks) but seeing the list, i dont think that i can afford to buy them all...plus, i have to keep in mind about the toronto trip this summer.

wanna make it a reality? then start saving!

judgement

i know that ur still not convinced yet

but i assure u

its beautiful for me

trust me

coz ive seen it

awesome

seriously, aku x tipu

ill stand by u

weve been together for quite a long time now

i could say that i understand u the most

weve been spending our times together

morning, day and night

cold and hot

we share a lot in common

making people say that

we couldnt live separately

maybe thats because i was so obsessed with u

so what?

u were important to me

but

as time goes by

i sensed sumthing else

the joy soon faded away

i didnt see u as special anymore

u were only the same

u never changed when i expected u to change

u dissappointed me

pretty badly

so

i decided

i went to search for someone else

someone that can give me pleasure

to be there when i am in need

to give what i want in life

and i thought

i was happy enough

it didnt take long for me that

i finally realized that

i was not happy

i was wrong

i felt sinned

my feelings were nothing without u

i shouldnt have neglected u

u brought a lot of happiness to me

happy memories

that i can cherish through my entire life

i know that ur not perfect

cause im not perfect either

i miss u

if u run

im gonna catch u

wait for me

goodbye fifa

welcome back pes!

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!

someday

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

Now we wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it’s good to be someone

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

I don’t wanna wait
I just wanna know
I just wanna hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

‘Cuz maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
We’ll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just to feel better now
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again

wont u take me where the street lights go?

i've sensed this feeling long, long ago
its a feeling of emptiness
caused by imperfectness
somehow existed in my own self
i realized this would happen again
after long ago
when i started this
when i first had this doubt 
i know that im different
very different
now its coming back again 

but i was too busy
yet neglecting my own self
pleasing others without thinking about myself
i need to record this
because i know i would soon forget this
for a sleep could easily sooth me
releasing all my doubts during that day

i know ive been disappointing
maybe its because of my arrogance
ignorance or just my plain stupidity
to understand
but i have my own principles
and i cannot give what other people can give

now i dont think the joy of gaming can cure me
like last time
cause it just makes me to run away from all my worries
soon i have to face it
whether i like it or not
i have to talk
and be given advices
those needed words of encouragement
and suddenly i realized
i miss those harsh, invigorating words
from people that i trust the most
its been a long time
im getting softer
huh

wanita

arini aku nak cakap pasal satu golongan yg spesel kat dunia ni
wanita
diorg ni mmg laen dari laki(duh)
diorg ni gak kirenye melengkapkan laki
seperti termaktubnye dlm Al-Quran
Allah terang2 menyebut kemuliaan yg ade pada wanita ni

bukan la aku nak membodek
tapi setelah melancarkan
2 minggu nur kasih back-to-back
aku telah terbuka minda mengenai wanita

so, pe kena mengenanye ngan mende ko nk cakap ni?

kirenye aku dah nampak la keindahan wanita tu
bknnye aku tak pernah perasan pon
cuma ia dpt digambarkan dgn jelas lagi la ngan cite ni
tak caye tgk la sendiri!

aku suke camne cite tu menerapkan unsur2 Islam dlmnye
mcm mane masyarakat mnyempurnakan tanggungjawab mereka
sebagai muslim
takde la nampak susah sgt nak ikut pon
and diorg2 dalam cite ni pon tak nmpak terbeban

of course la
ia hanya sekadar lakonan
tapi suasana tu leh dijadikan contoh
watak2 die pon leh tahan gak
cantik manis je bile pakai tudung

bagi aku
keindahan wanita itu terletak pada akhlak dan agamanye
tak perlu tunjuk rambut dan bermegah2
sebab takde sape yg nak tengok pon
lagipon mnde tu tak bawak ke kubur kan...
kalau pndai bawak agama
sampai bile2 pon selamat
semua org pon sayang

namun
kita tak dapat lari dari realiti
paparan sifat2 buruk wanita
walaupun enak dipandang
tapi isi hati lebih busuk dari bangkai

so
pengajarannye
wanita ni sangatlah istimewa
kalau tak jage dari sekarang
jangan menyesal di kemudian hari
mereka adalah permata
kalau tak digilap
mane nak dapat kilauannya?
terpulanglah bagaimana kite nak menggilapnye
asalkan
kite jumpe keredhaanNya
wallahhualam~

u're just as beautiful as u r
same goes to all of u =)

p/s: kenape org skg suke pakai stail tudung camtu? x sukeeeee

i think

it takes an illness for me to write a post
because when i'm ill
thats the only time i'm going to sit in one place
and i have time to look at myself

i would love to write these past few weeks
lots of things to be shared and told
but i was too busy
thus
these feelings could not be conveyed
but this time i'm going to write them down here:

i think
i've lost lots of things
things that i hold not too long ago
cause i was occupied with the unnecessaries

i think
i'm missing everything
cause i kept on delaying
things that matter to me

i think
the world goes too fast
cause when others are running
i'm still crawling at the starting line

i think
i let everyone down
cause i still dont know how to keep my mouth shut

i think
i've changed
making me unrecognizable by others
cause i'm not me anymore

i think
i'm ignorant
cause i don't think about others
and let people disappointed with me

i think
i'm all alone
cause i need everyone by my side

=(

hati ini ingin berkata

hello there,

i know its dusty. and i know why i had been so busy to update this blog of mine. got so many things to do, been here and there. i always wanted to write something, but the thought usually disappeared everything im in front of my laptop. furthermore with more things coming up this fall (new series, games etc), i cant seem to manage my time properly, yet. i think im too comfortable with my life this time. i kinda like the way i neglected my studies, since now i have so many things to do aside from opening a book. although i tried to minimize my class misses this time, i found its hard to actually sit down and do my work.

why?

reasons, reasons, reasons...

huh i have to kick start my efforts. the courses are not easy you know. its not honeymoon period anymore. i have to start ignoring the unnecessary things now. and feelings.

anyway, action speaks louder than words. so just go and do it paes!

its fall already. remember the fallen leaves?

its that time again

ahhh i really like when i can put my laptop on my bed without pulling all the cables attached with it. one of my roommates just got a wireless router and we all could get access to internet wirelessly!!! i'm really tired today from reading too much geog 310's reading assignments. now in the mood to write i guess.

so recently i just found out that its that time of the year again. we're reaching the end of Ramadhan and soon Aidilfitri arrives. as i surfed into facebook, twitter, ym etc, i could see people wishing selamat hari raya everywhere. the excitement of celebrating Aidilfitri can now be felt in malaysia. for me? well, there's not much to think about raya here, because i have experienced it last year. not everything here reminds me of raya, except that i have raya song to listen to. i could still remember at this time during last year, i was weeping at the corner of my bed in totem. at that time i felt lonely when i'm alone in my room, since this was the first time i got separated from my family to a far away place. yeah the attachment was too strong at that time...but now its different. i have everyone now in vancouver and i know my way around this time. besides i have people to accompany me whenever i feel lonely. but that does not matter here. mira told me today that this year's raya is not going to be as exciting as last year's. we had masak2 together at the senior's house making us, the juniors felt welcomed. we even had lots of celebrations (cg's open house, our own open house etc) making us felt like home again. i don't really mind actually if there's not going to be any celebration this time around, what's important to me is that people can get together again during the special day. like the spirit of Aidilfitri in malaysia, muslims go home to see their relatives and ask for forgiveness from everyone. it does not matter if they come from a poor or rich family, its the togetherness that binds them all. that makes our hari raya memorable, spending it with our loved ones, people that we know or once knew, be it without any large kenduris or masak2...but, since we don't really see each other now, lets hope that we can make something together this time around okay?

speaking of ramadhan, this year i had the chance to perform the terawikh in ubc. although i missed teh tarik right after terawikh, this time i got to experience a new thing, cycling in the cold to get a piece of the night performing ibadah. i tried my best to do as much as i can, since its quite tiring to do it every night. i was glad to see some of my fellow muslim friends who i spent time with when i was in first year. even muhsin is now one of the imams in the surau making me even more impressed!

huaa im getting sleepy now but i'm still in the mood to write!

life in vancouver is becoming hectic again. soon its winter and days will be short again. and gloomy. i promised myself not to neglect my duties again. especially to God. in malaysia i had everyone to remind me of those things, but here im on my own. when i was in malaysia i heard many people saying many things to me about life as a muslim student everywhere in the world. some of those i'd like to include here. im not saying that im perfect either. just some thoughts to be pondered upon:

"dalam berdakwah tiada paksaan. sbg pelajar tak perlu begitu fanatik smpai dilupakan pelajaran"

"duduk jauh2 kat overseas semangat gile nk cari makanan halal tapi tak pakai tudung (in this case tak tutup aurat) ape gunenye?"

"camne orang boleh tunaikan puasa penuh2 tapi sembahyang tak pernah penuh?"

still have 4 days(or is it 5?) before raya. i've not been able to call home using skype since our house had to be renovated due to constant black out at home (i could call home but mak preferred to see my face too haiya). listening to raya songs already while reading my geog assignments and addicted to 'sepasang kurung biru' again. in case you were wondering what that is, its a raya song by khairil johari johar. okay i think i blabbered a lot tonight. gonna finish up my readings and go to bed. hoping for a good day tomorrow...

my 2nd yr begins here

being in vancouver brings a lot back to me. moderate temperature, nice people, and familiar smell. started to move things in during the last 2 days and boy it was so tiring!

now im in marine drive, one of the most modern and luxurious residence in ubc. the view was very outstanding, since this place has just completed its renovation from last summer. ive already met my roommates, one had been staying here since last winter and practically had bought everything in the house, including a flat screen lcd tv!!!!(yay). the fridge was full though, maybe i have to borrow shahrir's space downstairs...now have to start to live on my own now! starting with shopping i-dont-know-when-is-it-gonna-be!

life should be familiar from now on. ive tasted this life a year before. even to fast and raye here. im a second yr now, became a senior that has to help the juniors. glad to see some old friends from last year's classes, who went to their separate ways after the end of last yr...

nevertheless, this is going to be like last year. lots of works, tutorials and stuffs. first day at school, the imagine went well with the club im helping attracted a lot of people. there're more challenges to come in the future. really hope that i will not go haywire this time. im stronger. thats because i have an extra supporter now ;)

im so proud of u sayang.

the things that we shared...

back when the days were simple and easy, we had everyone here in menjalara. we had eiman, eliya, tasha, fazrul, hana, izzul, afiq, izzud, hariz and me. we were neighbours, living just around the corner. we met each other usually during the evening where we played together. there were memories that we had together but the most memorable ones were during ramadhan. yeah, i could still remember the times we had, as this played a big part in shaping our childhoods. ramadhan for us was the best time to get together. we did almost everything together, from morning till evening. knowing when ramadhan was going to start, everyone got excited. if i'm not mistaken, we started this 'tradition' when i was in standard 4. hariz and afiq was a year younger than me, while eiman and eliya were so little back then. fazrul was the oldest, and tasha (not by age!) and hana were older than me.

our days began quite the same actually. we started our day with sahur at home (of course la). and then as we didnt know what to do we went to the nearest surau to perform the subuh prayer(serius x tipu). usually before that someone would be in charge to call each and everyone of us. izzul was gladly the one who called us, and the hardest persons to call out were eliya and eiman. they were still little (just started school) and they slept in the living room just near the front door(still, it took us minutes just to wake them up). we prayed at the surau and came back to hang out in front of our houses. eiman would put a mat in the middle of the road and we played uno cards. everyone had left to work already so it was quite in the morning. usually eliya would throw tantrum because he kept on losing the game. i remembered him saying:

eliya: ahh aku ni asyik kalah je! aku tak nak main la!

and then he dashed back into his house while we continued playing. fazrul was like the one who put down any fights that occurred between us, usually between izzul and eliya. eiman was the loyal one. he kept listening to us and did what we told him to do. he even brought us things that we needed for our games. we finished playing at about 8am. sometimes we played fire in front of my house, finding everything that can be burned. we even boiled a bottle of water in the process!

after that, everybody went home and slept. woke up in the afternoon to sometimes go to izzul's and afiq's house and played their ps1. we played multiplayer games, and as usual eliya whined about not winning the games haha. other days we played saidina (or was it monopoly?) at hana's house until evening. then we went out to play baling selipar with everyone. wondering why i was so good in this game? thats because my childhood was filled with this game! however, there were some good players. afiq was fast, so did izzul. hariz (at that time) and fazrul were too skinny to be hit. and the usual targets were eliya and eiman, and the girls. this brought back memories whenever i saw people playing baling selipar.

and then there was terawikh. as we had only a surau near our house, (there was no masjid around) we went there. the surau was so small, i remembered praying outside the surau as it was overcrowded. we were like an army of kids going to war(in this case semayang) back then. so noisy and kecoh. everybody kept shooshing at us to keep quite while there were praying. thats why we were relegated to the back of the surau haha.

one day, after all those days, fazrul n tasha came up with a get together after terawikh. we brought our own foods and drinks and shared them with others. that night was so enjoyable, since we got to eat a lot(of course) while playing baling selipar(tak boring ke?). we had the 'dinner' in front of my house. we even had a picture of all of us taken. note that we had a banner in the picture. it was written 'hands of friendship' done by fazrul and tasha.

it was a very lively childhood memory during ramadhan, at that time i hoped to experience the same things again even after i've grown up. it's been more than a week now into ramadhan and i couldn't see everyone again like before. some had moved out of menjalara, and some are doing their studies outside. the street in front of my house is empty now, no more kids playing outside screaming for his/her friend's name, no more cries, no more walking to terawikh and subuh, no more everything that we did when we were kids, just quite neighbourhood. however, the things that we shared will always be remembered as ones that shape our lives for the future. rindu dow!!!

hands of friendship

you and i

some people say that in this life
their goal is to find happiness
happiness in one person that u want to spend the rest of ur life with
i think maybe its fate
sometimes u could never expect to find one in a crowd
or the one uve been seeing since long ago
to be in a relationship requires a lot from u
ur dedication, loyalty n trust
not to forget patience

moreover
ur now getting into another world
where sometimes its totally new for u
maybe u need time to adapt
or maybe u need to push urself up
but its not as easy as learning abc
and its not something that u can find in a book

but how far would you commit?
and how much would u do for him/her?
you may at first state ur loyalty
promising all in the world to give
in the beginning
it all seems so beautiful
but as we age
its starting to fade away

some old photos made me think
looking at how people lived their lives
how they started from the beginning
and how they stayed together throughout their lives
they touched me
in the end
im willing to give it a try
yes
ill do it
for the sake of us

trust me

note: sometimes, we didnt get what we wanted from life. we cursed ourselves because we thought the world was cruel to us. but believe me, if it remains to be like that, so be it. insyaAllah it will grow into something that is even more wonderful...

one week

today marks the start of my plan for the week
mirul n ramzul are coming here to watch the MU game
n then im gonna have a picnic with my father's family at sg congkak on sunday
unfortunately mirul has to join us tomorrow hehe
n then on monday me n mirul will be leaving kl for ipoh
seems like yunus n padhi are goin to greet us there
with ramzul also goin to join us later
will spend the night in ipoh
n then leave to langkawi on the next day
all had been planned earlier a few days ago
we're goin to rent a car, find a place to sleep
n eatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!
lol
after two nights there,
will be goin back to alor star to go to mirul's house
probably on friday i'll be goin back to kl
mak has been planning a holiday to cameron for us
currently sweating if ain could get home from school next weekend
we'll be spending the whole weekend there
as a family
finally together for cuti

this is goin to be the most exciting week ever
cause i'd been planning this a long time ago
since all of us just came back from our studies
this might as well be a way to relax ourselves
myra said we're not gonna be able to meet for the whole week
dont worry
im gonna send you messages ok? =)
since hariz's going to attend btn this week
i may have the freedom to bring along my psp
leaving akmal 'mati kutu' at home lol
mak has been so generous to give permission to go out
although the house's gonna be a bit lonely
nevertheless
hope to update again soon in a week
cheers

ape yang penting? kerjasama!

at home, i spent more time now to watch tv
and i usually watched with my little brother
he often tuned in to cartoons in ceria tv
and then...
omg! omg! omg!
i never realized that
i am going to really like wonder pets!!!!
its not like the original wonder pets
but it was in malay
and i loveeeee the theme song!!

"wonder pets wonder pets
kami datang
membantu haiwan yang kesusahan
kami tak besar dan kami tak kuat
bila bekerjasama semua jadi mudah
yay wonder pets!!"

oh, wonder pets is just so cute...=)

back

akhirnya, sampai juga aku ke malaysia
dah 3 minggu ak dok kat sini
saje je malas2 nk update blog...haha

kepulanganku memang dinanti walaupon lambat dijemput (haiyo)
aku kembali serasi dengan orang2 yg rapat denganku
dan juga perangai2 mereka haha
kepulanganku bukanlah seperti yang kusangkakan
agak berat, mungkin disebabkan umurku yang semakin meningkat
aku sedar aku telah berubah berbanding setahun yang lalu
namun nilaiku masih tidak berubah
aku tahu mesti ramai yang terkejut denganku
tapi biarlah aku tunjukkan perubahanku
sedikit demi sedikit

aku sungguh gembira menemui rakan2 lama
berkongsi cerita yang terjadi antara kami
meluangkan masa bersama
terasa seperti aku sangat dialu alukan di sini
terima kasih
semoga kita bertemu lagi

percutian di kampung juga amat menyeronokkan
melihat muka2 saudara yang semakin dewasa
menonton wayang bersama
main game bersama
lepak bersama
pada masa yang sama
mendengar cerita2 dari makcik2
bergurau senda pasal hal masing2
haha terasa seperti orang tua!!

aku tahu tidak banyak yang boleh aku buat di sini
aku kini mempunyai peraturan di rumah
dah tak boleh buat suka hati dah lepas ni huahua
aku kena banyak bersabar
sebab hati orang perlu dijaga...

anyway,
tak sabar menunggu puasa
sebab masa ni lah dapat makan banyak2
tak tau pe akan terjadi dalam masa tu
hopefully semuanya akan menjadi baik...
selamat bercuti!! =)

its today lah

happy birthday to u sayang!
yayyayyayyayyayyayyayy

owh2 dis is for u~

drama ubc season 1

so this is the time of the year
where im on my way back to malaysia
im gonna miss sunny vancouver
and the temperate weather during the day
lets look back at my 1st year
that we shared all things together
so here it is
took a few days n nights to finish this though
just enjoy it
cause we're all a part of it
...drama ubc season 1...

wow

summer holiday is here~
but i just realized
all my housemates have left already
im alone in dis house
spooky
huu~

and u think that we had enough time?

well, today is finally the day that i want to write something here.
i just realized that for a few posts prior to this,
i wrote about other people, more towards dedication and messages.
to show them that i cared. hehe =p

this summer was very hectic
i didnt know that i'll be this busy
not that i had many assignments to be handed in
but i was sidetracked to other stuffs
stuffs that made me to abandon my laptop!
hahaha my fault! =p

so
ill be goin back home this mid-june
wait for me
me familia!
frenz!
all those malaysian foods(plus mamak)!
kl sentral!
ayah's kapcai!
can't wait to see familiar faces again
but i still have another 2 weeks here
hopefully i can be patient
having final exams this week
and lots of smc works to be done
haih~

anyway
vancouver is so hot now
dont know wat it feels like to be in malaysian weather rite now
but its sure to be hotttttttttttttttt
just got my bike repaired yesterday
so i went biking with myra around ubc that evening
had lots of root beer floats
making me dizzy because of too much ice n sugar
n i had to rest at home after we went to play gimrummy at the girl's house
tomorrow's going to be baby adam's b'day
god i miss holding him in my hands
and picit2 his cheeks too!
new games for mia!
which can fill my summer to the fullest!
although a bit dry in the pocket though...
haha good company, good days
just hope this good summer never ends

alright
mate dah berat
sok nk call org msia lak
pe la kabo akmal yg bru bersunat tu?
hahaha

mepeaceout

this is for you

while i was browsing some videos in my laptop

i came across one that i made for my cousin's wedding
and then i heard a familiar song
it was by firehouse
i live my life for you

when i listen to this song
i think about you

i remembered the days when i first met you
you were
intelligent
smart
diligent
loyal
calm
and you still are
i hoped that i could be like you

at the beginning
i had my doubts
coz i had never been in this situation before
i asked
i consulted
asking for advices
i feared that i'd make a wrong decision
but i'm willing to give all i had
and I want to be by your side in everything that you do

on the other side
you were prepared to accept me
the way i am
i thank you for that

and now here we are
together
i know that we're still young
and there's a lot more for us to face
in the future
its not easy to predict now
what will happen next
but just remember
i'll always be with you

hey you
i love you sayang


"And I will always be with you and there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together"

our happy time~

this is it!!

this time

i want to dedicate this post to my brother
nama mengikut ic
hariz azhar bin mohd roslan
he's goin to start his A-level examinations this monday!!
all i can say is
make us proud!

ure a very intelligent brother
i looked at u highly because of that
and i know that ur smart too
now this is ur chance to realize ur dream
to study overseas!
i know how badly
u want to achieve what i hav achieved so far
all the best! =p

mak cakap dlm message die:
"...doakan nyah dpt jwb tenang dan tepat"
yes mak
i will i will n i will always do it

hey
goodluck bro!
jgn cuak je!
lol

sedang 'menelaah pelajaran' dgn tekunnye
lol

nostalgia

playing this game, i remembered the days when i first played this game on ps1
the days where i shared my excitement with my friends
the days where i played without the knowledge of mak at home
the days where i had to borrow a friend's ps1 just to play this game
the days where i replayed this game so many times
cause i really enjoyed this game

these really made me cry... =')

and her name is mia!

on 4th May 2009

i brought home the most desired thing THAT i wanted to get since i got here in canada.
its a brand new ps3!!!!! *woot2!*
it really burnt my pocket, but at the same time
i felt like i've achieved something that ive always dreamed for in my life.
now i got to play
metal gear solid 4
gta 4
resident evil 5
street fighters 4
little big planet
devil may cry 4
owh the list keeps goin on...

and her name is mia!

a video of me opening the box is also included here. thanx to zul for recording it. really2 appreciate it

note to ain:
DON'T EVER TELL MAK ABOUT THIS!! U KNOW HOW BISING SHE IS WHEN IT COMES TO SPENDING YOUR MONEY!! HUHU

its time to go

whether you realized it or not
its been 8 months now since i arrived in ubc
with the finals just over
they marked the end of my 1st yr here
i didnt know that i would have reached here so fast
and i couldnt believe that i'm going to leave this place where i call home

totem park
the place for mostly first year students who barely knew ubc when they got here
now with all the knowledges and experience,
they finally flew out from their nests to new places
as they grew more independant

im sure to miss this place
and i will forever cherish the view of totem in my heart...

a pic from my room a few days after i got here. it was autumn at that time

winter. played snow like hell for the first few days, then started to hate snow back

sometime around spring. the most beautiful season to have in life. flowers blooming everywhere, leaves starting to grow back and people starting to go out to enjoy the sun.

summer. it starts to feel hot again after more than 6 months in the cold

mampos!

its the time of the term again

peksa wei!!!
stressed!
and here
some of the faces that i made during the exams period...

(^-^)v
muke dpt jwb soklan past years dgn gagahnye

(=_=')
omg! why its so hard to get this question rite?

????.:(@_@).:????
ugh! need strength...

(-_-)
pengsan under my comfy duvet...

(o_O)
went crazy already

(X_X)
dead...too much caffeine perhaps?

(O_O)
mate panda lol

(^v^)
talked to loved one

(=~=')
umm...have to go to the toilet...tp! tp!

wwww
//<>-<>\\
\ ~ /
v
me wearing specs wakakakaka

*\(^o^)/*
me after every paper had finished

(o_p)
crying(eh2 ad ke?)

(-_-)
every mornin when i wake up

seriously, cpt la abes exam!!! byk mnde nk settle lagi nih!!huhu

lets get retarded!!!

because of the tension of doing assignments, i looked at some of my family photos.
didnt know that there are a lot of funny pics in here.
the casts: me, hariz, ain, akmal, some random people who are lucky enough to get retarded with us.
enjoy! =)

seriously, retarded

why am i the only one who's different?

suap member lame

hmm shud have done this again someday at the wreck beach...

boo!

i just realized that my sis has the suke-tangkap-gambo-sendirik attitude. blaja dr sape la tu agaknye?

yeah!!

when naruto was hot in malaysia

adikku kawen dulu...

them in their own world...

before this pic was taken, we managed to 'destroy' the bed. sian my cousin yg kawen aritu. lol

see?? im not lying! haha

feels like sprinting

muke kalah pes

what's with the face ain?

jejaka2 ini berjaya menawan kota melaka...

when im sad, i turned to you...

i was waiting for u since this morning

i slept
i woke up
ur still not on9
i continued my sleep
and then
i was woken up by ur call

ughh
i miss u!
i miss home!
i want to tell u about my sufferings here
my difficulties here
but when i saw u
u were alone
ain's in school
nyah's struggling with his studies
akmal's sleeping beside u
ayah's watching tv downstairs
no one's really at home rite now
our maid went back to indon to visit her families

i sensed
the house's not what it used to be
there's only mak, ayah n akmal
n our new 'adopted' cat lol
no more people crying because of being bullied
no more playing games at nights
no more scoldings by mak
no more jokes by me n nyah
the air is empty...

from what u had told me
i felt pity for akmal
he has to live alone
has to manage all by himself
no one to play with him now
he spends his time playing ps2 and games
without interacting with the outside world
he jumps whenever one of us goes home
and he cries whenever its the end of the week
coz we have to get back to our places
now that im gone
he's even lonelier now
i know that im not a very friendly brother to him
but wait till i get home
just wait, okay?

back when i was with him

YOU F***** GET UP!

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

that was a shock. it really was.

faiz

ur not in a dreamland anymore
snap out of it!
honeymoon's over
did u realize back then
u made a promise to urself?
see whats happening now
ur weak
really really weak
fuck
now u did it
is there a turning back?
no! its too late now!
face the concequences
u got too carried away
thats why u got this
facing a hill is a tough challenge for u rite now
facing a mountain is even more difficult
u know that ur not prepared for any of these
then why u didnt make them as priorities?
shit shit shit shit shit
=(

mebeingpissedoffwithmyself

life as a kmbian

i looked at some of my old pictures in my laptop
and i saw some pics from kmb
oh i miss them all!!!

gaya tido kajai yg agak emm...sexy. seeing here is my bed where i never got to sleep on it for some nights. thats because its always in use. cis

in econs class while pn siti was teaching. i dont know whether i was listening or playing. but for sure i had muke baek at this time. haha

during musical night. we played grease, popularized by john travolta olivia n newton-john

amal islami!!

teringin

e06f friends

ad je org dengki ngn laptop ak...ces!

me on my bed. notice that i had 2 phones at that time. hahaha each with different purpose! =p

the 'official' penghunis of room 238. from left apeng-se-anap-kamil-ihsan-me-kajai-kayrel. except kayrel n kamil, we all play dota in this room!!

buat muke comel

wats on my table...

mahasiswa 'cemerlang'

bulatttttttttttttttttttt

gilbert mse rmbut pendek. hahahahaha skema siot! lol

tonggeks!!!!

retards

cak!!! =)

me doin EEku sayang. EE berjaya membuatkan pelajar2 IB tak tido beberapa minggu sebab trlalu risau bile nk siap. hahaha

me with aime sumbakk