that was a shock. it really was.

faiz

ur not in a dreamland anymore
snap out of it!
honeymoon's over
did u realize back then
u made a promise to urself?
see whats happening now
ur weak
really really weak
fuck
now u did it
is there a turning back?
no! its too late now!
face the concequences
u got too carried away
thats why u got this
facing a hill is a tough challenge for u rite now
facing a mountain is even more difficult
u know that ur not prepared for any of these
then why u didnt make them as priorities?
shit shit shit shit shit
=(

mebeingpissedoffwithmyself

life as a kmbian

i looked at some of my old pictures in my laptop
and i saw some pics from kmb
oh i miss them all!!!

gaya tido kajai yg agak emm...sexy. seeing here is my bed where i never got to sleep on it for some nights. thats because its always in use. cis

in econs class while pn siti was teaching. i dont know whether i was listening or playing. but for sure i had muke baek at this time. haha

during musical night. we played grease, popularized by john travolta olivia n newton-john

amal islami!!

teringin

e06f friends

ad je org dengki ngn laptop ak...ces!

me on my bed. notice that i had 2 phones at that time. hahaha each with different purpose! =p

the 'official' penghunis of room 238. from left apeng-se-anap-kamil-ihsan-me-kajai-kayrel. except kayrel n kamil, we all play dota in this room!!

buat muke comel

wats on my table...

mahasiswa 'cemerlang'

bulatttttttttttttttttttt

gilbert mse rmbut pendek. hahahahaha skema siot! lol

tonggeks!!!!

retards

cak!!! =)

me doin EEku sayang. EE berjaya membuatkan pelajar2 IB tak tido beberapa minggu sebab trlalu risau bile nk siap. hahaha

me with aime sumbakk

i miss home

back in malaysia, i usually went out to town without the knowledge of mak.
the reasons were:
-mak was so stingy (i repeat kedekut!!!) when it comes to money. she always scolded me for spending a lot of money outside
-mak doesnt like me to go out so often. i could only go out at most once in a week. more than that she would become suspicious and said that i went out with a girlfriend. lol
-she's a clever mum. she never let me use her car as she always makes sure that the car fuel near empty before i go out

ok2 i was not planning to tell u guys about my mum actually( sori mak! but ur the best for teaching me all those things! =) ). so i went out to town by ktm which was about 2km from my house. my destination? well, it depends on where i wanted to go at that time. but theres this one place where i had to go before going to another places. its the KL Sentral!!!!!

so wats so special about this place?
-easy, recognizable, lots of people to be 'usya'ed, a place to transfer between routes
- close to ayah's place who works in plaza sentral. can ask him to bring me home if i ever have no money to go home =)
-comics!!! this is one of the place where i can get all my favourite comics that i can easily reach!

only at this place i could meet some old friends from my previous life. friends from asis, smktbm, taman tun, sktbm. i may not recognized them, but usually theyre the one who said hi to me. we just stumbled to each other while we're waiting for our rides to come.

i think KL Sentral is the place where you meet people. i remember one day while i was walking in the station, i saw a guy was walking in front of me n smiled. i looked behind me and saw a girl was smiling too. they were seeing each other at this place. i felt like i was watching a movie where the hero meets his girl at one of the most busiest places in kl, with people walking pass by unknowingly and the noise they make. the couple had finally met with each other. happy ending. haha

i love watching people at this place. i could see people 'berdrama' at this place, filling my time there. mcm aku xde keje? no no no i did that because i had to wait for my friends to come! (ces!)

then again, i would love to come here again. if u guys wanna see me during this summer in malaysia, just meet me at the KL Sentral. hahaha

oh the memories as a teenager....

i just realized that its been a long time since i wear any kain...i miss the breezy feeling inside...lol

yeay again

yesterday i got a parcel from mak again
and when i took it from the front desk
it was so big
and heavy
i almost fell when i carried it into my room

a pic of the box. berat dowww

regardless, i was excited to see whats inside
tons of cooking stuffs
which i will use during the summer
nescafes, lattes
which help me to stay awake at nights
maggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
mknn faveret! =)
n my favourite Haitop bag!!!
that was with me since form 4

loads of cooking materials

kicap!!! its tamin!!!

i can say that i'm pretty contented right now
although im quite buzy with all the catch-ups
but i'm lucky
because i have you all
no matter what happens
=)

i wanna play guitar!!!

i was always dreaming of playing guitar since i got here. but due to limited chances i never started to learn guitar..huhu. but i found this article about the benefits/effects of playing guitar. i wanna play guitar!!!

when u play guitar, u get:
- uncontrollable desire to play "Every rose has its thorn" over n over again
- feeling like a rock star each and every day
- 73% more attractive to members of the opposite sex
- using new pick up line, "yeah, so i play guitar" on Pit Wednesdays
- becoming 21% better looking than the average person
- increasing your friends each and every day
- unexplained feelings of awesome self-worth and new-found confidence
- a new-found appreciation for Bon Jovi and the musical masterpiece that is "Wanted Dead or Alive"

the aftermath

i guess
after msn 2009
i had a lot of catching ups to do
im starting to force myself to sleep less
drink a lot of nescafes n coffees
as i change my lifestyle back to normal
like my father said to my brother
who usually stayed up the whole nite to play ps2
"ko ni nk jadi batman ke berjaga malam2?"
you know what ayah
"abang pon nk jadi batman jugak la"
"tapi yg x pakai spender kt luar la"
lol
but but
in every batman movies
he has to be accompanied by a heroine
so i want to ask
"awak nk jd heroine sy?"
wakakakakka
except that
batman's heroine never stay up during the nite
wakkakakaka

i sensed my eyes are becoming smaller now. too much caffeine maybe?

.
.
.
the msn 2009 committee
our work has finally paid off!
=)

Malaysia Singapore Night 2009

Its the time again of the year!!!
Malaysia Singapore Night 2009!!!
i was sweating to see it coming
since i was involved in the committee that organized the event
and whats more
there were girls!!!!!
wakakakaka(gelak jahat)
some snapshots from msn2009:


the hall before the night started
sya, jiefang n grace were lovely at the reception counter
MSBCA performing their cultural dance
with rui
with bev
with WK at our control station
with myra =)

meclaudia did quite a good job with the cateringdinner time!!
the guys who were performing
the gurls with unty linda

overall
this was the best msn 2009 i ever had!!
note: this was my first msn ever too lol
hopefully next year would be a better one
since we r becoming more experienced
see you in msn 2010 next year!
and thanks for coming!!