i still can't figure out
why am i still unable to make myself organized???
when i finally got to free myself
i had to face another workload
kerjaaaaaaa
ive been missing too much already
now i come to classes
with a big mouth opened
terlopong
trust me
its no fun to go out early in the morning
and get home late at night
just to prepare to go to bed
now with weekends fully booked
i have no lifeeeeee
i have no time for myself
and for my family
of course i have time for Allah(duh)
maybe i should start doing something fun
things that i enjoyed doing a few months back
things that give me something to look forward to
when i was alone at home
i need to keep myself sane
before i go to the 18th floor on marine drive
n jump to death.
