i think im gonna miss a big chunk of something important in vancouver this year
while everyone is celebrating hari raya in vancouver
im the only one who gets to spend it in malaysia
i know it sounds silly
who would want to spend raya away from home?
who wouldnt want to spend raya with his or her familiy?
well, they are my family too...a small one
call me selfish
call me greedy
a part of me says that i regret going back home
i had planned to spend the whole summer
to finish up my unfinished games
to walk around to see things and events
to try out new recipes so that my roommate would be proud of me
to send off sud at the airport. i couldnt be there when instead
he was the one who send me off to the airport a month ago
i never get the chance to say goodbye to gilbert
i dont know what happened to him until he's going to sidney now
but then i was called to go back home
and i dont know what else am i missing in vancouver!!!
another part of me says that i shouldnt regret
i got to see my family
i got to see my friends
i got to tell them how much i love vancouver
i got to tell them mat sallehs are really not bad after all
and i got to improve myself
i would say that i would swap this raya with a vancouver one
but to think it in a different view
i havent celebrated raya in malaysia for nearly 3 years
yeah
i should stop whining
i must be grateful with what i have
with everyone that i love all around me
