Sunday, May 30, 2010

emotions

i once believed that i had became a strong person 
because when i was little 
i always cried 
cried when i didnt get what i wanted
cried when i watched dramas 
cried when my digimon died 
cried when i was teased by friends 

i once vowed 
that from that point of my life
when i last cried 
i would never
ever 
cry again 
because i'm a guy 
because i thought this crying thing 
was for girls only 

it was hard to stay not crying 
i cried when i saw things 
or when i realized of something 
or when i was hurt 
or when i felt weak 

but it doesnt mean that i'm soft now 
its just that 
i found a way to let go 
all the worries 
all the problems 
to make myself relieved 

hey don't worry 
i don't do this often 
maybe once or twice every two years
its rare to see me get mad 
its even rarer to see the soft sides of me =)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

why im supposed to go back

spending time with three of my besties 
this year theyre planning to go to mount kinabalu
really wish that i'd be in malaysia right now =(